4th Dialogue
Seeker: Your words are wise and full of love, however end up losing themselves among so many "being and not being".... It seems so clear for those who speak from the outside, but you cannot imagine how dark it is in here ... I am a person who struggles so much to love and understand myself, the whys of so much pain, but from every psychologist, doctor, medicine, alternative therapies, floral, yoga and meditation, everything goes back to point zero: I just know that I know nothing.
I do not understand, I lose myself in understanding. It’s clear in the beginning, but I lose myself in the end, and from my heart words begin to seek meaning in my brain. What could be clearer to me? How could it be any clearer? In silence I only hear evil words that hit me and hurt me, confirming what I feel to be: crazy, weak and inferior.
Seeker: Your words are wise and full of love, however end up losing themselves among so many "being and not being".... It seems so clear for those who speak from the outside, but you cannot imagine how dark it is in here ... I am a person who struggles so much to love and understand myself, the whys of so much pain, but from every psychologist, doctor, medicine, alternative therapies, floral, yoga and meditation, everything goes back to point zero: I just know that I know nothing.
I do not understand, I lose myself in understanding. It’s clear in the beginning, but I lose myself in the end, and from my heart words begin to seek meaning in my brain. What could be clearer to me? How could it be any clearer? In silence I only hear evil words that hit me and hurt me, confirming what I feel to be: crazy, weak and inferior.
Satyavan: My dear, I know the about darkness you
speaks of, I know well the process of seeking and not finding, trying
and not succeeding, I know well that despair of a relentless struggle
that seems to have no end, and I to know the roots of all that...And
everything returns to point zero, it really has never left there. Learn
more about this point zero, one day it will be point Infinite. Before
that you will have to go deep in to these beliefs that you carry, and
instead of surrendering to the evil words, give yourself fully to that
silence and dissolve in it.Until then that’s the way it’s going to be,
the experiences that you will "find" will only confirm that which you
belief, because indeed these experiences are the result of those
beliefs, then it couldn’t be different...
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